Little Duff Writes

"The Triumph of Resilience"   The scars and marks upon your skin, They bear the tales of where you've been. To all the struggles you've outrun, A testament to how far you came. They show how you fought through trials and flame. With courage, you faced every charge, These scars, your souvenirs of strength and love. When society mocks with its judgments and jeers, Let your scars tell the tale of your triumphs and tears,  And speak of your courage, so loud and clear. And when you doubt, when love's out of sight,  Your scars will be a voice so kind. They'll whisper courage when you're feeling low. And in their presence, your confidence will grow. So, let yourself free, be true, In the face of mockery Let your scars speak of what you've been through. Let your scars speak of the medal you’ve scored. 

There's a void inside me, dark and hollow. Not a flicker of hope to keep me going, Just the desire to let it go. I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to be with the one I love. But everything keeps changing and unfolding, Stumbling and crashing. My head and heart, both remain fogged. All I wish for is to find the smile I long lost somewhere, All I want is a life that counts, All I desire is the touch of love, But all I find is the void that hurts.

To all my Friends, God has always being gracious enough, as he has blessed me with the best sets of friends since childhood. Every day that I have spent with my friends feels like they were the best days of my life.  School was such a beautiful place just because you guys were in it. Never knew that I would be writing this for my blog during a pandemic. This whole pandemic has made me sooo much better than before. I have realized how precious you all were and I never had a opportunity to thank you all in person. Words would be less to describe your love and presence for me but still just accept this as an appreciation letter  for existing in my life. From my tinder days till now, I have made lots of friends but only few planned to stick with me through thick and thin so thank you for being that friend. It was you guys who has helped me be the person that I'm now.  There were times when things were really tough for me and  everyone around but maintaining our friend...

  His weight was gone, Doctors had done their job. His faint breath, Kissed the oxygen mask. Time and again, machine kept beeping People kept comming, People he liked, people he never loved. The nurse kept changing, the flowers in the vase. His vision blurry, Our hopes lost, We were all waiting, waiting for his time, He opened his eye and spoke after an hour,  asked the doctor, Am I going to die? The doctor replied  "NO" And it was just a lie. 

A silent tear fall from her eyes As she fell on her knees and cry No one can see her pain filled life  It doesn't show in her hazel eyes Dejected, rejected  Unappreciated and not respected  Alone and so desolate  She never even felt so hurt Trying so hard to get back on top Everytime she tried They pushed her back down Right back where she started  Nobody sees the pain inside  She wears a mask to hide All her scars And all her fears Now all she could do is weep and cry Dignity loss, together with her pride There is no one by her side  To even let her try... [18.09.2020]

Different people, Different thoughts: Everyone has their own perspective towards things. We are humans and that's how we are made.  People believe sunsets suggest change: " just like how the dawn marks the start of the night and end of the day."  Some believe that they mark the new beginning and for some they believe that ends are beautiful  as in whichever color: pink, lavender, crimson they come everyone feels that their eyes are blessed. They are the proof no matter what happens, everything can end beautifully. Similarly for me, the sunsets has always been a ray of hope and a perfect company. It's not just a simple dawn, but a beautiful promise to come back again the next day just to check me up. Even when they are setting down, it makes me feel that behind the stary sky you are seeing me and there is a hope that you'll rise again the next day. Sunsets give me a hope that although we have to end things there comes a time when we can start all over  again. I...

The thoughts stored in my heart are eating me up. This or that, always a dilemma in my heart. Everything's crumbled and the brain has been crushed. I want to pour out and say everything, but only if you listened. I'm tired! I want to be loved. If only you would try, ask questions instead of a reply. I could give my heart to you, but only if you listened. Now, let's take a chance  Instead of ignoring,  let's try understanding. Let's change our plain conversation with something interesting. Who knows, while knowing each other more we might fall in deep. Fresh and new. You can start, I will follow. Let's talk and listen, from deep talks to silly jokes. Let's give our everything and love again.